31 january

Today is my bufday,, i don't know what to say,, i feel so hepy coz i got a lot of wishes,presents n i got love..
but th way i'm still unhepy coz only one prson is not give wishes 4 me,,but he was wish me on 25 january,,
it was to0 early,, why not today??he make me puzzled!! i want to know why he make me like ths,, wht hppn to him...?is there any problm,,pls tell me?i'm suffering!!!!!!!!!! if u want me pls come back!! dont ask me to wait u anmore,, i can't through it! pls understand me..dear.. ;-(,,u should know that t0day u has promiz to clbrate my bfday,, i mizz 0ur prparation 4 my bfday like before.. i mizz our cndle light dinner,, i mizz our lunch,, i mizz our clbration in each year!! i'm depressssss.....hate!! hate u so much.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
remind our memory...

confius & sad

Today,,i feel so guilty..why he call me suddenly??now i am so sad,, i dont know how to cho0se...
even i know a both of them so kind.. but i need to choose one only,,refresh to the memory or future?
which one?? he ask me to wait 4 him,, it is so hurt!! i need a cmpany,, the best cmpany,,why u are not the best now like before?now i have smone that i love,,i'am happy now,, why should u come to me now?why not before?before i found smone to rplace you..?why??i am not baby doll that u can play when u want it,, i am a person who has feeling..u have full my heart before,,my heart was yours,,bt now it was not yours.. even,,i am still luv u bt i can't accept u anmore..;-(

Forgive me,,,my dear..

Sory I can't wait you anmore,,even I know u went juz 4 awhile.. I wait u about one month,, I'm alone,,, I keep my problem alone.. I do all work alone wthout you.. it was very HURT!!I feel like smone who was have no future,, I think better I break our rlationship.. but I promiz I'll keep yr nme in my heart,, I promiz will save our memory... thanks for your sacrfy,I know u alwayz care about me,,that's why I never forget u,, belif me u willl get smone that prettier than me,,smart than me... and very nice... I miss u a lot.. don't be sad,, I know I was unhonest,,and I betray yr love..forgive me dear.. let me find my future and left our comitment...please accept it..;-(

blablanla?????????????

eerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!